My definite realization
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Posted:Dec 10, 2018 4:02 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 11:20 pm
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I have always thought girls are sexy and beautiful. I was very attracted to girls but i can always remember not enjoying sex so much with them. Id imagine what they were feeling and wishing I could feel what it felt like for them. I had three long term relationships then I got married to a woman. Sex was more like a chore and I didn't put two and two together. I don't know if this has anything to do with it buty first sexual encounter was with my childhood friend who was a boy. Then another with a few other boys one night some time later. Then at 21 had sex with a guy. After that it was the only way I could get aroused. I could only masturbate if I was thinking about laying on my back having sex with a guy. I started wearing girl clothes soon after. Shaving my legs and all that was sexy about women I got very good at doing. I practiced oral sex on dildos till perfected it. I spent a lot of time perfecting the female movements so I could satisfy a guy to the fullest. I pondered if I was attracted to only guys. I resisted the obvious. I wasn't and still not interested in a relationship with a guy, but found myself to be romantic with men while having sex with them. It wasn't till a couple ago I kissed a guy and was surprised how much I liked it. It was intimate and would ask him to make love to me instead if fucking me. But when it was over I wanted to leave. It was the first time the sex was so passionate that I told him to cum in me I knew I'd never have sex with a woman again. Not to be too crude but a hard dick taste way better than pussy. So I accepting now that not bi sexual. I'll probably never come out as such and ok with that.
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Finally... I'm free to be me
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Posted:Jun 20, 2018 11:52 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 11:20 pm
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I've been waiting for this to come. I was married for 16 years and now I'm not, thank goodness. I've always since a young age loved wearing girl stuff but never much access to it. A friend of mine let me wear his sister's panties or whatever. I was hooked right away. Needless to say my first sexual encounter was with him. Having a desire to be with guys my whole life I still loved women. So much I wanted to be a girl to be with guys. I knew that couldn't happen so I got real good at getting prettied up. Spent most of my time in panties and tight shorts and skirts. I met a guy that was super cool. Spare the details, it was perfect though. I get so sexy for him and he's hold me and literally make love to me. I was never in guy clothes unless I was at work. It was great for about a year then I met my ex wife. Something happened, I feel in love. 16 years was long enough, i needed be with a man, to feel hands sliding up my skirt and under my panties. I needed to feel that breath taking moment when I first feel his penis in my hand. I needed to hear that moan when I put it in my mouth....... getting fucked is the best. It's just time to be me.
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